home sweet home

to be honest, i dont really wanna go back at all..
its not even a week i already feel like regretting and still
searching a very good reason of why i am going back..
let just leave it this way, i miss family and friends..
therefore i need to pick up a pace and see em..
isn't that right? i think so..
any way you think about it,
without any doubt and hesitation that i love to be part of american
and i really want to live there.. EVER!!! american people is so much adorable..
btw, i am going to australia this june and i cant wait for this impending day
to come.. i am so thrilled because i've been wanted to go to australia for
like forever!!

fall spring 2010

the semester is about to over.. and i'm still didn't prepare for it.. what should i do?
i guess i just have to go with the flow and not messing with the status quo..
i have finished to of my final which is awesome-math 155b and eece 116..
frankly speaking, i enjoyed both of this class as much as i enjoyed watching video..
i guess.. and the other two exams would be physic 116a and mse 150..
wish me luck for these subject because hyphotetically speaking, i didn't know
if i can do well in physic but my mse is not bad though..
i'm going back this summer.. and i'm going to aussie on 6 of june until 12 of june..
with my family and i've been wanted this for like forever and thank god that
he actually give me this opportunity..
there are some part in me that say i'm regretting of going back to malaysia just because it was too long and i should stay here for the midwest and i can
go to canada with may(one of the senior)
and i have car too which is awesome and as god knows, i love driving so much..
freshmen are coming and quite frankly i dont want them here just because
i dont want them here.. this is confusing and hard to explain..
but i dont want them here..
i really wanna move here but i dont know if i can do that.. like seriously..
i'm gonna go to my high school and meet the teachers and all the staff..
niway, i'm going to california this coming new year.. again! how cool and awesome is that..
i think that is all for now.. i'm watching survivor heroes vs villain
and i dont like faiz talib.. i thought he was believable but unfortunately i was wrong
he is not the man that i thought he was..
the good side is, i found new friends that are believable and more like me
and i like him the way he are.. i just hope he is the one..
who? its secret! and lastly, i dont really like when people humiliate me..
so, if im saying this, it just did right? well, it is true.. and it was in facebook
which is sickening frankly.. and i just realized that i dont wanna
write or post anything at facebook.. unless i have to.. i MUST!
in which I dont have other choice..

feb 23 2010

dear diary,
I have been through lot since I have't write anything..
first of all, i wanna write about ANYF..
i have been one of the performance for MSAV, i had a great time with great people
i am proud to be part of team even though some one may not appreciate it
and just see the bad part of it.. the great thing is, i enjoyed doing the thing that i would never ever regret
my first exam had all past, and i hope the second exam is much better than the first one
i had been watching this one movie and it inspired me a lot..
sometimes, i felt that i wanted to be a vampire because i can live for eternity,
but, that it just too crazy,
i think that is all for now

its a bad bad bad day to the power of infinity

its been a long time ever since i haven't write something on my wall
guess this would be it, idk what to write and here goes something
today would be my fourth day of attending class for the spring semester of 2010
i hope this semester would be hell lot of better improvement than the first one
as far as i'm concerned, everything went great so far
and its still unbelievable that i am already in the second semester
time went so fast that you don't really felt it went by, DAMN!!!
i need to absolutely appreciate time more after this,
i miss alias movie, idk why i am so emotionally attached to this movie,
do u know how hard it is accepting the fact that u had already finished watching
drama series that u inspired the most as much as watching alias?
anyway, school have started and it means the date for me to get back to malaysia
IS NEAR!!! yeay

ALIAS

alias is such a great movie that i would never forget.
i dont know how my life would be without alias anymore
i still couldnt believe that i have done watching it
seems like as if i have watched it yesterday
after all, alias have changed me on who i am
i will miss alias forever, this tv series is tremendously perfect
to be compared, i am usually not that crazy when watching
tv series, unfortunately i do
okay, look at that ping pong ball
and there gonna be another big giant globical
come on!!! there must be another rambaldi artifact to be tracked down there

-the best family ever-

on 23 and 24 of december, which is right a day before christmas
i had a great time + experiences with a family here.
i stayed at their house and yet, they provide
me food. we played outdoor games even though the weather is quite
cold. this is such a wonderful i would never forgot in my life.
they show me their culture. they child i remember all of them
nor in which i spent my time the most
seth, abby, betthony, charis, dalina and nataneale
it such a great experiences that i cant describe by word

it had to be you (^_^)

does anyone here who believe in love at first sight

well, unfortunately, i do!!!

sometimes, i wondered why on earth would a cupid uses an arrow

instead of feather, cotton bowl or the back of unicorn horn that full and thickened with pure magic

im sorry, i dont have the answer..

well if u brave enough unleash the feeling for greater good to ur love one,

u will fell blessed as in u were in his/her heart ever since,

even though she/he rejected you,

dont feel that such an embarrassment to urself because unlike you,

there are lots of other that do not pass this peculiar stage,

i have someone that i love in my life the most,

but im too afraid to let it out from myself,

i have break once as it would never ever happen again

because of im stupid idiot that didnt know that love need sacrifices for your own sake

what should i do??? is this coincidence

i dont think so, in fact i am person that did not have faith in coincidence

so, is she the one that worth fighting for

this huge question was overwhelming me ever since i met her

if i dont prevail

then, what made the differences???

is it, it had to be you???

this is all i can tell and share so far

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