MAD

ok aku x tahu naper, aku emo sejak kebelakangan nie.
first of all aku stress sebab 3 tahun aku kat cni,
xde org pown bg birthday cake kat aku.. de masa soph am and kyra
bg tapi tuh kek molten chocolate kat chilli's bukan x appreciate
i did, i'm flattered but I want the real cake. haish lantak lah
I feel like mmg vandy 13 nie xde yg syg aku maybe?
ok pas tuh ble aku cakap bek2 kat sorg minah nie
dia marah aku sebab aku x ajak dia gi pub.
wtf? aku x ajak sumer org ok.. aku ajak bella, irfan, adilah,
wanie.. klu ko nak gi, gi je ah pub tuh.. selama nie ko de ke ajak
aku kuar gi mana2? Aku x rasa ko ajak aku so naper aku nak kene ajak ko
pas tuh nak emo2.. len ah klu ko mmg baik dgn aku, ajak aku
gi makan kat sumer tempat pas tuh aku x ajak ko.. make sense ah
ko nak marah aku.. pas tuh aku ajak bella, wanie, adilah dgn irfan
tahu x sebab pe.. sebab dorg de phone lah bongok.. ko de phone ke
yg aku nak kene ajak ko nie.. pas tuh aku pretty sure aku x ajak abel
i mean aku x ajak gne hp.. malam tuh sblm gi tuh, abel dgn dillot
dgr conversation aku dgn bella.. tuh lah kowt yg aku rasa abel tahu
aku nak gi pub.. tapi aku x ajak dia ok.. aku tahu lah aku x ajak.
pas tuh dia nie x tahu benda sbnr pas tuh cakap aku bohong dia.
i'm like wtf minah.. ko nie bodoh ke apa.. tapi pham x naper aku emo
de 3 sebab. 1) sebab dia x tahu benda sbnr pas tuh nak emo2 pehal?
2) pernah ke ko ajak aku makan sama2 dgn ko? so why should I?
3) aku sebelum tuh aku cakap aku sayang kat dia sebab
dia save rendang utk aku tapi dia balas balik dgn nada yg emo
dia kata apesal x ajak aku pas tuh cakap aku bohong dia.
I'm like wtf
4) dia marah aku depan org ramai and aku x ske benda tuh
actually dia mmg cam tuh pown, ske marah org depan org ramai
pas tuh cakap at least aku x hipokrit, pas tuh cakap aku
nie kutuk blkg2. aku rasa mmg sumer org kutuk blkg2 pown x ke?
normal je at least i stand to my point yg dari ko malukan org
it is better ko kutuk dia blkg2 tapi kutuk kat sorg je person
yg ko trust at
least kemarahan ko terlepas or better lagi, ko diam je
x yah cakap pape. pas tuh asyik dia je yg nak menang, asyik dia
je yg nak betul. tension lah dgn minah nie.
aku rasa aku mmg x bleh ah dgn dia sebab dia nie
asyik nak cari point aku je. dah2 lah tuh kan
sumer org pown wat silap tapi serius ah aku mmg panas dgn dia
for real x tahu ah bila aku nak ok dgn dia.. maybe never?
pas tuh baru2 nie she wrote on her blog about these group of freshmen
yg malukan dia in public.. hello2 you dont have the right
to say that when all that you did is just the same as what
they did, stop making a big deal out of it lah..
hands down, mmg nobody perfect pown kan.. ko tuh x sedar ke
yg ko slalu malukan org depan org ramai.. marah2 x tentu pasal
ko tuh dah lah pompuan sedar lah diri ckit..
act like one if you want me to treat you as one.. I mean it and
yes I know I am not man enough but I know deep down
I dont like hurting people as much as you did.
and fyi setiap kali aku bitching pasal ko
EVERYONE, let me highlight the word, ALMOST EVERYONE,
bleh kata few je yg x cakap camnie.. "achid jgn layan dia tuh,
dia mmg macam tuh, *the person name* pown dia treat macam tuh gak
dia mmg layan sumer org macam tuh, sabar je dgn dia. klu lagi achid
layan lagi dia bitching sebab dia tuh mmg nak menang je.
so it shows that mmg you have inner problem lah kan, i mean
in term of attitude so kene lah ubah for that part, this
is crucial for the continuity of your friendship nanti kang
org x nak kawan sebab x selesa dgn ko. nak ke?
pas tuh dia cakap aku layan dia macam sampah, why should I
treat you like I treat all the other girls yg deserve to
be treated as one? because it is an overt statement that
you're not like them. SIMPLE!
idk we'll see, aku dah mle nak trust dia as in aku btol2
nak kawan dgn dia, tapi dia wat cam nie plak..
lantak lah! malas nak pk dah..

pas tuh nie nak cakap ckit lagu someone like you tuh
idk the lyrics was so well developed
i'm kind of attach to the song recently
especially part sometimes it last in love
sometimes it hurts instead tuh.. huhu

Annoying

ok this is a very random update but I just don't know where to put this
besides what is the point of having blog if you don't get to say
the things that you want. Am I right?
this is about people in fb that keep updating their status for like
every hour of the day. LIKE SERIOUSLY people? how annoying can that be?
I don't wanna know if you wanna remove your friends, if you wanna remove
some of your friends, just remove them, if you don't wanna approve some
of your friends, just don't approve them. Don't have to make a big deal
out of it and you don't have to let the entire world to know about it.
Maybe you can share once, but like every hour seriously?
Not only that! I also don't need to know the status of your relationship
If you feel like you wanna talk to someone about it, go find someone!
It is so annoying when one hour you said you're hurt, the next hour you
said there's hope that you're getting him back, and hour afterwards
you said its over and I can these pattern going back and forth
for like 3 month by now.
I'm sorry I just can't take the heat! and one more
xkan lah ko baru lepas mandi pown ko nak bgtahu the entire world?
Hello sumer org pown mandi ok! what is your problem attention seeker?

Enough saying about this girl, anyway eid is coming and this year
of ramadhan I'm definitely proud of myself sebab I did go to terawikh
everyday maybe not everyday but at least most of the day.
x gi terawikh sebab katy perry and maroon 5 je ah kowt. other than that
I'm good to go. Firmly I can say this year of Ramadhan is better than
last year or Ramadhan.

Final Week

OMG pejam celik pejam celik it's been two years dah aku kat cni
and I'm gonna be a junior.. HUAAAAA!!! dah ready ke?
daaaaaa, of course lah not! but like it or not I have to accept
the fact that I will be one sooner or later.
OK skrg nie class is over and people struggling with their final!
Aku macam bese ah, bgn dah sah2 kol 12.. pas tuh selagi x malam selagi tuh
x study.. kih3(jgn ikut please)!
mggu nie just de exam Japan but next week, from Monday to Thursday
exam back to back
Monday-Physic
Tuesday-Signal
Wednesday-Math
Thursday-Circuit 2
Wish me all the best to my readers(klu de) -_-"..
And btw, dah lama x update about myself..
this coming May I'm going to NYC+TORONTO
with my other 18 fellow friends here..
CRAZY kan.. I know first time nie trip ramai2 nie
and di bawah kelolaan aku+reny.. we'll see hopefully people
like it..
ok lepas nie nak kene sambung study..
TO all Vandy 13 and Vandy students, good luck with your final ok guys

ORG TUA

Haha for those who will think that this is unnecessary please don't read it.
As Doc V said that we have to speak 100% english.. Here I am posting this
blog in english, note that I am not Doc V's son or something and never will
be because I am getting tired of people who want to earn respect from others
but still giving lies. Obviously it really hurts deep down!
OK malas plak nak tulis in English, rojak lah ea? kah3 sebab nanti
x kesampaian pe yg aku nak cakap..
First of all, aku x pernah mintak pown ko uruskan aku kat cni
ko yg volunteer nak jaga aku kat cni, aku x pernah pown suoh..
ko pk tanpa ko aku x bleh hidup ah kat cni? hello! like it or not,
housing is not a big problem to me.. aku kene dgr cakap ko sebab
nak housing je? macam wtf! ok maybe I do need him lah kan..
ok the point is, he wanted me to respect him tapi dia keep on
giving me a bullshit story.. dia nie mmg nak get on my nerves..
ye lah ko je lah yg btol.. ko je lah yg wat triple major..
ko je lah yg dapat 4.00.. ko je lah yg prof gne kertas ko
jadikan scheme jawapan.. dah lah kuat scheme! Ya ALLAH panas nyer dgn
org tua nie.. pas tuh nak tarik diri macam tuh je..
pas tuh nak biar kitaorg nie mati je kat cni..
klu nak tarik diri pown daripada awal ah.. at least kitaorg mmg
dah blajar macam mana nak survive daripada..
nie org dah berharap dgn ko.. tetiba ko nak blah macam tuh je
x ke rasa you being a jerk eventually? kannn?? cian lah
its like your mom jaga you for like two years pas tuh
ko x score academically, mak ko trus nak buang ko?
macam wtf? ske ati ah! hidup ah ko doc v.. dah ah x nak dgr cakap org
asyik nak dgr cakap dia je.. keje nak malukan org je..
nengkali, klu students tuh dah dying academically jgn lah pressure2..
bg support, bg perhatian ckit kat dia.. nie asyik nak marah2
pas tuh expect de perubahan? mmg x dapat ah.. teenagers kowt! or adult
I would say.. lagi ko nak marah lagi ah kitaorg memberontak..
haish, sampai bebila pown aku x bleh nak get over doc v nie
lantak lah dia.. kang aku cakap lebih2 org salah pham..
cuma I felt like klu dia tuh berubah ckit, mesti dak2 melayu
syg dia? x ke..
lagi satu yg pasal 100% english nie.. mmg x dapat ah
klu aku suoh ko blajar melayu, pas tuh cakap 100% melayu
ko bleh buat ke doc v? ko mestu tend to speak your first language
if there is american around you kan? macam benda make sense owh
pas tuh klu nak suoh kita mingle around dgn american,
bg lah masuk sorority tuh sumer.. bodoh! haaaa kan dah kene dgn aku
pk sorority tuh nak party je, hallloooo banyak lagi benefit dia
selain party, pandang yg bek ah! yg buruk tolak tepi
pas tuh x ke klu kita keje kita akan cakap english
for example, aku keje dining, dah sah2 ah aku amik order
cakap in english, haaaaa x ke improvekan english aku
besides dapat money.. dia pk klu keje je nak duit
pas tuh academic turun sebab keje..
cuba lah pk freshmen tuh mmg lah bleh score,
dah soph, junior and senior klu nak score tuh payah lah ckit
so make sense ah academic jatuh ckit.. lantak lah!

nak cakap pasal mggu nie aku soran bushi! fuhhh sakit tulang blkg practice
mggu nie xde exam tuh yg banyak ckit free masa..
summer nie iA aku gi NYC.. fuhhh asyik jalan je!
pas tuh konsert lady gaga is just around the corner.. 19 april nie..
waaaaaaaa sgt2 excited!

Kenangan Terindah

Anyway trip nie best giler sebab bgn pagi je de org masak
dinner pown de org masak.. klu kat vandy nie jgn harap ah!
x masak x makan ah ko.. kih3
nanti dah lah aku amik 8 meal pln, so kene ah masak slalu
aku dah lah x ske makan kat rand tuh.. pe yg de..
Faiz amik 14 meal so aku x rasa dia nak masak..
yg best tuh aku, dillot, abel and syaf wat hal sendiri je
sepanjang trip nie..
so kitaorg jadi closer dari skrg nie..
ntah lah rasa macam beach house nie trip chill2 je
tapi macam melekat giler.. cabin ari tuh x macam nie
sebab aku panas gak ah dgn dak2 nie
bbq bleh plak biar aku, am and daniel masak..
panas!
time balik tuh aku, dillot, abel and syaf satu kete..
best giler xde tahap.. mula2 kitaorg nak wat birthday party
untuk syaf, tapi x tahu ah naper
banyak tol halangan, sorry syaf x dapat wat seperti yg kitaorg rancang
sebab ingat nak masak, tapi kitchen mctyiere nie time nie lah dia
nak btolkan.. mana x panas aku..
pas tuh sebelum balik tuh syaf de cakap yg aku kene nek kete dgn daly
so kitaorg pown mmg wat sblm balik..
malam tuh gak kitaorg wat! walaupun kantoi
mmg klakar giler xde tahap..

OK time tuk picture
ISTANA PASIR, AKU X TERLIBAT POWN TAPI MACAM BESE LAH AKU NIE KAN SKE MASUK GMBR.. KIH3



NIE GMBR RUMAH KITAORG, 5 BILIK 3 TANDAS



SUNRISE! SMGT GILER BGN KOL 6.30 PAGI SEMATA2


ALA2 JASON MRAZ, VAIN JAP KAT TEPI PANTAI.. KIH3

Cruise Bahamas

Skrg nie aku kat Beach House tapi tenet laju haram
and plus aku tgh tggu dak2 senior pompuan masak
uuuuu x sabar.. bau sodappp!!!
dah lah tgh lapar giler.. kih3.. makan je tahu
tolong x nak.. bese ah :)
so pe lagi tulis lah blog,
upload gmbr kat fb banyak2.. hehe :)
aku baru je habis cruise bahamas..
first day kapal tuh terumbang ambing
aku pening giler sampai muntah2..
segan giler ok dgn waiter tuh.. haha :)
service atas cruise serious awesome giler!!!
mmg layak ah dorg2 nie dapat tip..
padahal dorg nie sumer org indon je pown..
bahamas agak panas, haha :)
lol x sedar aku nie rakyat Malaysia,
Kat atas cruise rasa macam titanic giler
best ah atas cruise cuma x best xde tenet
so bila turun je dari kapal,
sumer org berebut gne wifi free
so tenet lambat macam haram..
tension aku..
OK hopefully trip beach house nie aku ske :)
Time for picture!!!

BY THE POOL


ROCK CLIMBING POWN DE ATAS CRUISE


SUNSET ON CRUISE


ATLANTIS!!!





WITH ALIYA SENIOR VANDY


HARD ROCK CAFE BAHAMAS


DINNER KAMI


BEACH TIME

Spring break is getting closer

OK! lagi 4 hari je before aku nak nek cruise
otak dah dekat cruise dah skrg nie..
haha malas giler nak gi kelas mggu nie..
dah lah aku de exam circuit 2..
and btw mggu nie xde wiley plus, which is
hmwork physic A.. aku kan ulang physic A
cuk3! rasa loser giler ok! lepas cruise
aku nak join beach house.. relaxing nyer
bleh lah lpe akademik jap..
tapi bukak sekolah je, de exam bertimbun2
aku baru je habis exam math
tapi x berapa ok.. dah lah first test macam taik
klu test nie x atas average nampak gaya macam nak kene ulang je
tapi aku x nak ulang klu bleh, so aku akan still wat yg terbek
aku skrg nie dah mmg sesak duit
macam mana lah nak gi cruise nie..
anyway, skrg nie musim midwest! sumer org excited pasal midwest..
aku pown excited gak! aku tahun nie masuk volley
haha ntah menang ke x.. and may nie aku nak gi nyc
gado2 gak ah dgn dak2 batch aku..
de yg nak gi quebec.. aku malas ah nak gi sebab jauh ah quebec..
x rasa jauh ke? tapi tuh lambat lagi.. bulan may
skrg nie kene excited for cruise nie..
yg dining nie pown satu
bleh plak dia silap masuk duit aku.. panas2!
nanti aku upload lah gmbr2 cruise and beach house